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The barrier is up ahead, the pushing and pulling, pain and longing from the core, 'travel on, travel on, ahead, you must come, now is your time' the voice without, the voice within 'stay, stay, comfort, comfort, warmth, safety'. The light intensifies, as do the voices, images of cold bright light, loud noise pounding the fragile senses, overwhelming confusion, 'this is yours if you leave'. Images of dark suffocating pain, smothering, slow lingering pain, 'this is yours if you stay'. Voices all around, 'you must make a choice, now is the time, stay and die, go and die, safety or challenge, make up your mind'
The barrier is up ahead, so much pushing, so much pain, 'travel on, travel on, ahead, you must come, now is your time' the voice within, the voice without 'stay, warmth, safety'. The light intensifies, as do the voices, images of a warm bright light, soft soothing murmurs, calm on fragile senses, overwhelming peace, 'this is yours if you leave'. Feelings of black intense loneliness, slow lingering pain, 'this is yours if you stay'. Voices all around, 'you must make a choice, now is the time, leave and live, stay and die, life or living death, make up your mind'
Loud confusion, whirling images, bright as the sun, dark as the abyss, twisting turning pulling, 'go forward' 'stay behind', hands over ears, eyes shut agaisnt the unforgiving crescendo.
Confusion, images, people, places, regrets, lost chances, the voices, 'no time now, too late, no chances, your choices, go forward or stay behind', hands over ears, eyes shut agaisnt the unforgiving crescendo.
'NO MORE'
'NO MORE'
The decision is made, the voices fall silent, only the pulling and twisting remain, the pain intensifies, crushing and smothering, 'dying' the soul screams, 'born' the voice without whispers.
The decision is made, the voices fall silent, only the barrier remains, dark and smooth, the pain decreases, no noise, no breath 'dying' the voice within screams joyously, 'born' the voice without whispers.
A noise rends the silence, a soft mewling cry, 'welcome' the voice whispers, 'welcome'.
A noise rends the silence, the last breath, the barrier crumbles, a noise rends the silence, a soft mewling cry 'welcome' the voice whispers, 'welcome again'.
(c) Teddy 2003
The barrier is up ahead, so much pushing, so much pain, 'travel on, travel on, ahead, you must come, now is your time' the voice within, the voice without 'stay, warmth, safety'. The light intensifies, as do the voices, images of a warm bright light, soft soothing murmurs, calm on fragile senses, overwhelming peace, 'this is yours if you leave'. Feelings of black intense loneliness, slow lingering pain, 'this is yours if you stay'. Voices all around, 'you must make a choice, now is the time, leave and live, stay and die, life or living death, make up your mind'
Loud confusion, whirling images, bright as the sun, dark as the abyss, twisting turning pulling, 'go forward' 'stay behind', hands over ears, eyes shut agaisnt the unforgiving crescendo.
Confusion, images, people, places, regrets, lost chances, the voices, 'no time now, too late, no chances, your choices, go forward or stay behind', hands over ears, eyes shut agaisnt the unforgiving crescendo.
'NO MORE'
'NO MORE'
The decision is made, the voices fall silent, only the pulling and twisting remain, the pain intensifies, crushing and smothering, 'dying' the soul screams, 'born' the voice without whispers.
The decision is made, the voices fall silent, only the barrier remains, dark and smooth, the pain decreases, no noise, no breath 'dying' the voice within screams joyously, 'born' the voice without whispers.
A noise rends the silence, a soft mewling cry, 'welcome' the voice whispers, 'welcome'.
A noise rends the silence, the last breath, the barrier crumbles, a noise rends the silence, a soft mewling cry 'welcome' the voice whispers, 'welcome again'.
(c) Teddy 2003
