My tweets

• Tue, 17:03: http://t.co/Y1GUaUl3 My New Year's Wish... by Neil Gaiman.
• Tue, 22:51: RT @jennycolgan: If you're feeling even the slightest bit wobbly/emotional this morning, this #google ad is quite lovely: http://t.co/vq ...
• Wed, 08:15: RT @NelsonAspen: "26 Moments That Restored Our Faith in Humanity, 2012" http://t.co/B2M6zd1d

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I really hate my life atm, I hate being so dependant on others, I hate having to ask for things to be done and then feeling ignored and frustrated when they don't get done, which means I have to ask again and then being made to feel like i'm imposing or asking for something I shouldn't. I hate feeling like a burden, I hate the fact that I am so tired all the time, and if I didn't have to get out of bed to pee, I'd quite haqppily stay in bed and sleep the whole day. I hate the fact that little things send me off into a downward spiral of tears and self loathing. I hate my room it's so messy and I can't clean it, I can't find half my things. My brain doesn't want to work properly, I hate myself for failing Uni last year, for not even being able to manage the little bit I had to do. Sometimes I even hate my cats. And sometimes I find myself thinking that maybe it would have been better for everyone else, including me if I had died when I was in hospital. I liked the life I had before I got sick, I don't like this one at all.

I don't like me that much anymore.