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[boodie]

Now I know I'm sick, when I burst into tears sitting on the loo, over something so damn trivial, I know I'm not well, I'm tired, but I can't sleep, i'm deeply worried about a couple of very important people in my life, I seem to be in pain every single waking moment lately, I have no idea what I'm doing, where I'm going, how I'm going to afford to live in a few months time, unless a miracle occurs. Doo is being...difficult.

I don't think I can do all this for much longer.