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Feb. 14th, 2007 11:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
For someone who has always listed writing as their main past time, and always put down author as what they wanted to be, I have done absolutely no writing of note in a few years;I havent written any erotica in I don't know how long, I haven't written anything funny or thought provoking in a great while.
That's not to say I haven't been creative, I have, but I seem to have channelled it all into art, I never wanted to be a writer who dabbles in art, now I seem to be an artist who dabbles in writing. Though I would vastly hestitate in calling myself an artist, I'm not, I'm a dabbler, I know a little about a lot of things;and I do a lot of things a little well, I'd prefer to do a few things a LOT well.
And that's not to say I haven't tried, but I don't posess the skill to make that leap from being OK at things to being very good, even if I focus on one thing exclusively, but of course that doesn't mean I'm going to stop trying. I have all these ideas in my head, and one of these days I will actually translate what sounds absolutely brilliant in my head, onto paper into concrete form and it will still sound absolutely brilliant.
As I still stumble through life trying to find where and how I fit in, even after all this time, the thought of giving up has never crossed my mind, one of these days I will find my niche.
That's not to say I haven't been creative, I have, but I seem to have channelled it all into art, I never wanted to be a writer who dabbles in art, now I seem to be an artist who dabbles in writing. Though I would vastly hestitate in calling myself an artist, I'm not, I'm a dabbler, I know a little about a lot of things;and I do a lot of things a little well, I'd prefer to do a few things a LOT well.
And that's not to say I haven't tried, but I don't posess the skill to make that leap from being OK at things to being very good, even if I focus on one thing exclusively, but of course that doesn't mean I'm going to stop trying. I have all these ideas in my head, and one of these days I will actually translate what sounds absolutely brilliant in my head, onto paper into concrete form and it will still sound absolutely brilliant.
As I still stumble through life trying to find where and how I fit in, even after all this time, the thought of giving up has never crossed my mind, one of these days I will find my niche.