anything you want to get off your chest?

[boodie]

If I've done this properly I've turned on anonymous posting and screening..

So my dear friends, is there anything you wish to say anonymously and for my eyes only (at the start) something you've been dying to say, it can be about anything, anyone, privacy is assured.

EEEK

it seems screening isnt going to work properly.

SO USE THE ANONYMOUS POSTING FUNCTION FOR YOUR OWN PEACE OF MIND

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

my daydreams are filled with fire and eplosions and violence. i fear that i've inherited the violent streak that made my father and brother strike me every day of my childhood, and i hate them for it.

also, after all these years away from them, i still believe i'm worthless.

[dharawal.livejournal.com]

the difference is my dear, do you act on those impulses, if not then that makes you nothing like your father and brother.

if you think you might act on those impulses, learn to recognise the triggers that start up those impulses and then work on how you would control your reactions to them.

as for feeling worthless, thats because in our head we have a tape playing, and on that tape are all the mean, nasty and degrading things that the people who are supposed to care about have said, the repeated comments, the put downs, that said often enough, we believe, and even when we move away, we can still hear those same voices, belittling us.

The trick is to replace that tape with a tape and voices of your own choosing, affirmations are a good place to start.

[(Anonymous)]

(I found out I have to click the "more options" in order to be able to select Anonymous)

Dearest friend of mine, I'm still waiting for the day that you choose to share full body, naughty pictures of yourself. Even if it's just for a select few. Am I doomed to be waiting forever and a day?

[dharawal.livejournal.com]

alas my dear, yes i think that particular wish of yours will never be fulfilled.

*smile*

[(Anonymous)]

I'm getting mightily tired of being single. Do you have any advice?

[dharawal.livejournal.com]

plenty my sweets, first of all where are you looking for possible companionship, you have far better odds if you spread your net far and wide, have many options, take up some new hobbies, think about what sort of partner you are looking for and put yourself in the places those sort of people are likely to hang out.

[(Anonymous)]

How long should someone go through life doing what is right? Why is what is right not what is fun? Why is what is fun never as much fun as you thought it would be?

Why am I still searching? I have everything many would want right in front of me, yet I'm still always looking elsewhere. What do I want?

Do you see who these comments are posted by? Why am I posting at 3:30am?

[dharawal.livejournal.com]

first off, no I don't see who is posting them, and I have IP logging turned off as well, it's totally anonymous, unless you want to email me with your real name.

I assume that by what is right, you mean doing your duty, doing the right thing by family, friends, job, etc etc, what we commonly call the boring stuff, since it tends to consume a greater part of our lives.

Doing what is 'right' can seem to be the most unfun thing ever, living by the rules, playing nicely and so on, which is why the things that are not 'right' often seem like a lot of fun, and the key word there is 'seem' because having fun all the time, at the expense of doing the 'right' thing gets to be just as boring and soul destroying as always doing the 'right' thing.

There needs to be a balance, everyone of course deserves to have some fun, some time for themselves where they don't have to consider every action against the is it 'right' checklist.

You are dissatisfied with your life, just because many would think it was perfect doesn't mean that it is the right life/course for you, you are still looking because you haven't found what it is that you want, sometimes that revelation comes to us early on in life, other times it can take us years to truly find what it is we seek.

Until that times comes, your best bet is to change up your life a little, do somethings differently, do something for yourself.

And the answer may come just when you least expect it.

[(Anonymous)]

I really have no idea how to live life.. I know that there will always* be a tomorrow to go through.. there will always be work to do.. but I just cant feel what I should make of this life.

I have a huge choice to make, which is to move out and lose my family. I'm really not good at being independant and whilst some say it is a learnt thing I still feel that I will fail pretty hardcore. Atop this I need to look for a new job, in what profession I have no clue. I have no qualifications and despite my wish to go to uni I dont think i'd have the study power to do it..

I suppose what i'm saying is.. I dont know how to decide things.. and I dont have any drive or idea who I am.

[dharawal.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

It sucks that your family is basically making you choose between being who you know you are and who they want you to be, and the asking price is huge.

There are basically two choices, and you know what they are, neither will be easy, it all comes down to which way you think you can survive the best.