meh and blah

[boodie]

Feeling very very blah today, a friend of my youngest posted some photos taken of her at a party last night on FB, at least I know she's still alive I havent heard from her since february, when I was still in hospital, she hasn't once gotten in touch to see how I am, I send her a sms every few days telling her I love her, but I have no idea if she gets them, I don't even know if she still has the same number. I have no idea where she lives, what she is doing.

She told me the last time we spoke that I'd done nothing wrong and that she loved me, but it's been so long, I just want to know she's ok, and I don't mean by 2nd hand postings on FB, surely it wouldn't kill her to at least send me sms, i'd be happy with that.