hmmm

[boodie]

Last night I had a phone call from my Aunty Judy, she's arranging a family BBQ for this sunday, for christmas, down at Nannys house, and I honestly don't think I can go, it was the same after Mum died, I couldn't bring myself to go back to Mums house more than the once after all the funeral stuff was done, it just wasn't the same, and I feel exactly the same way about going to Nannys house, I will be expecting to see her there, and i'm not ready for it.

The hatchies of course can go if they want, since its just down the road, but I think I will be staying away.