boodie | .......

So I found you out, you know that act almost fooled me, you almost had me
believing it was some terrible mistake, all I can say is that I hope it was
worth it.

Indeed it may be true that I'll never find someone like you again, and for
that I count my blessings, because if finding someone like you means that I'll be lied to, and treated like dirt, then I do believe that that is something and someone I can well do without.

And it may also be as you say, that I'll be lonely, hell I'm used to that, I've been lonely before and it hasn't killed me, but I'll tell you one thing, at least I'll have my dignity.

Did you think that I wouldn't hear, wouldn't find out, or did you think so little of me that you thought that it didn't matter, that I was so 'desperate' as you put it, that i'd ignore just about anything to keep you around?

Well think again my dear, think again, I 'need' someone like you, like I need a hole in the head, you won't get any sympathy from me when you end up with nothing and nobody, hell I may still be on my own, but that will be because I chose it that way, but you'll be on your own because you've been found out one time too many and no body will touch you with a 40 ft bargepole.

I wouldn't put you out if you were on fire.

Small minded, self centred, selfish people like you never care who they hurt along the way, perhaps I am gullible and soft, and yes I was lonely, but I won't be making that same mistake again, especially not with you, there are no words you can say, no action you can make that will make the slightest bit of difference, I found you out, shattered a few illusions along the way, put another crack in the much repaired heart.

Who is the one who lost the most.. me??

I don't think so.

Have a nice rest of your life.