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[boodie]

"Later dear, later" she pouted at him "you're no fun" she said, "Oh
I'm no fun am I, in that case I'll just go" her face fell as he said
this, she knew he was joking but she hated it when he said it, even
though she knew he was joking she could never control the feeling of
utter despair that came over her when he did, she knew it was her deep
seated fear of losing him that made her feel like this, but she could
never articulate this to him, or explain, so she just bit her lip and
concentrated on trying to stop the tears from forming in her eyes,
that was another thing he didn't like. Most of the time she was sure
he didnt know how his casual threats of leaving affected her and she
wanted to keep it that way.

"Want something to eat" she managed to say in a normal voice, "I made
a casserole earlier this morning, it just needs heating up" she busied
herself with the meal, getting plates and cutlery ready, setting the
table and placing the casserole in the oven, setting the timer, he was
watching as she moved around the kitchen, everytime she looked up his
eyes were on her, she smiled at him as she mouthed "I love you", he
nodded his head and repeated her words back to her, it was no use
trying to explain how he made her feel when he said that, but all she
could hope was that he felt the same way she did.

She walked over and placed her hands on each side of his face, looking
into his eyes she kissed him, deeply and slowly, trying to convey some
of the way she was feeling to him, he returned her kiss with the same
amount of passion, his hands caressing her back, her hands stroking
his body, how long they stood there locked together she wasnt sure,
all she knew was that his kiss did things to her that no one elses
could ever do, she could lose herself in his touch, in his kiss, in
his presence.