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Jul. 15th, 2004 10:51 amI've had a few complaints that there has been 'no content' in my LJ of late, well to that I say, it's my bloody LJ and if you don't like what I put in it, don't read. But there has been a lot of fluff lately, mainly because if it wasn't fluff, my LJ would turn into one of those depressingly common LJs full of whine and angst.
I am genuinely convinced that I will have to be moving soon, and I don't want to, this house may be a dump, but its MY dump and I've lived here for almost 11 years, thats the longest, barring the house I grew up in, that I have lived in one spot. I like it here, even allowing for the bathroom, toilet and not being able to get warm in winter.
Aside from that I have NO idea where the hell we would move to, I've been looking and rental prices for a 3bdrm house in this general vicinity range from $165-280 a week.. I can barely afford the $140 i pay now, let alone up to $100 a week more, then I'd have to find a place that lets me have cats, because I'm not giving them away, my heart would break.
I should be studying more, but I cant concentrate, I find myself off on tangents of living in a 2 bdrm unit because thats all I can afford and the hatchies hating me and wanting to go live with their father, my mind is going at a million miles an hour because I have no idea where I stand, on ANYTHING lately, and I hate it.
There is no one constant thing I can grab hold off and it scares me.
I am genuinely convinced that I will have to be moving soon, and I don't want to, this house may be a dump, but its MY dump and I've lived here for almost 11 years, thats the longest, barring the house I grew up in, that I have lived in one spot. I like it here, even allowing for the bathroom, toilet and not being able to get warm in winter.
Aside from that I have NO idea where the hell we would move to, I've been looking and rental prices for a 3bdrm house in this general vicinity range from $165-280 a week.. I can barely afford the $140 i pay now, let alone up to $100 a week more, then I'd have to find a place that lets me have cats, because I'm not giving them away, my heart would break.
I should be studying more, but I cant concentrate, I find myself off on tangents of living in a 2 bdrm unit because thats all I can afford and the hatchies hating me and wanting to go live with their father, my mind is going at a million miles an hour because I have no idea where I stand, on ANYTHING lately, and I hate it.
There is no one constant thing I can grab hold off and it scares me.
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Date: 2004-07-14 08:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-15 12:25 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2004-07-14 11:49 pm (UTC)I LOVE YOU so very very muchly!!
I don't mind where we live or how, just as long as i'm with you! or near you.
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Date: 2004-07-15 12:27 am (UTC)*kiss*
wuvmybaby
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Date: 2004-07-15 04:39 am (UTC)I'm sure if you asked 'em they'd both support you, anyways.
Unfortunately, no matter where you look there aren't really any good places for under $170 p/w that would suit you, unless you got lucky and found another old house that wasn't in tip-top shape, but these days they tend to be knocked down to make strata-title units, like the one I'm living in, and this place costs $190 p/w as it is.
Keep looking, something may come up... and remember, you haven't been told to move out yet, don't stress over things that may not happen, it'll give you grey hairs, I know, trust me *checks own locks of grey*...
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Date: 2004-07-15 06:17 am (UTC)but i have a feeling...
i hope i'm wrong.
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Date: 2004-07-15 02:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-15 08:45 pm (UTC)