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[boodie]

I've had a few complaints that there has been 'no content' in my LJ of late, well to that I say, it's my bloody LJ and if you don't like what I put in it, don't read. But there has been a lot of fluff lately, mainly because if it wasn't fluff, my LJ would turn into one of those depressingly common LJs full of whine and angst.



I am genuinely convinced that I will have to be moving soon, and I don't want to, this house may be a dump, but its MY dump and I've lived here for almost 11 years, thats the longest, barring the house I grew up in, that I have lived in one spot. I like it here, even allowing for the bathroom, toilet and not being able to get warm in winter.

Aside from that I have NO idea where the hell we would move to, I've been looking and rental prices for a 3bdrm house in this general vicinity range from $165-280 a week.. I can barely afford the $140 i pay now, let alone up to $100 a week more, then I'd have to find a place that lets me have cats, because I'm not giving them away, my heart would break.

I should be studying more, but I cant concentrate, I find myself off on tangents of living in a 2 bdrm unit because thats all I can afford and the hatchies hating me and wanting to go live with their father, my mind is going at a million miles an hour because I have no idea where I stand, on ANYTHING lately, and I hate it.

There is no one constant thing I can grab hold off and it scares me.

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[dharawal.livejournal.com]

ohhh hon, i didnt mean you, i meant the person who commented that my LJ had become boring and full of memes and rubbish.

*hugs*